- Oh, sorry! You're not gonna get me to cry. (Jazzy cadence ) My name is Tony and I
am a freelance worker in film video production.
I believe the first thing
that I got involved with was being the art director on Would You Rather With Dan and Dietrich. Making the coffin was a lot of fun. - [Workers] One, two, three. - I fucking hate this.
- But the waxing I think was
definitely the most memorable. - Yup. (Loud tearing)
Ooh! (Screams) - I did, I did a Truth or Drink
with my ex-girlfriend Sofya. - God, I don't know, I'm kinda worried with what's gonna come out of this.
- See, I'm shaking. I'm afraid it's gonna like... Can I just...
- Can I go? Yeah. - Well, that day actually we were supposed to go out on a date and then someone in-house contacted me, who's a good friend of mine and told me that it was happening.
And it just so happened
that that exact day, we were going on a date and didn't know what we were gonna do. Well, we just planned a day to hang out. It was just a casual hanging
out with an old friend. So I asked her if she was into doing it and she said yes.
- My name is Sofya. - And I'm Tony. - We used to date. - Is dating the right word? - I think so.
- We lived together. (Laughs) For four years. - I guess that's how we know each other. - We were somewhat nervous and I've always known
Cut to come up with...
Unexpected challenges. Oh fuck! - Oh fuck. - Yes! Do you ever pop into my
head while I masturbate? Wait, that question's for
you, I'm dirty as hell. (Laughs loudly) I think if you put enough
drinks in anybody...
Was it two shots? - Yeah, it was two shots for you. Alright, you go. (Sighs) - Nostalgia kicks in, and it can become very
emotional very fast. It's gonna hurt.
I just don't (sighs) I don't know where she's
gonna be when she gets old. I did. And I had to stop myself
from reading comments. I think what stood out for me the most was this interpretation that Sofya and I still had the ability to be together in an intimate relationship.
If you could do it over
again, what would you change? - I don't think I'd change anything. I think it ended when it needed to. - I would put in more time. - That would've been cool.
- I don't think we will
because when we broke up, we had to acknowledge some of the things that weren't working. - When did you know it was over? - When your friends became
more important than me. - I didn't feel like my
friends became a priority. It was just like I knew what
kind of support I needed and I wasn't getting it from you.
- We needed to not be
together in that way, but it was important for us to keep what we thought was valuable, which was our friendship. Do you still love me? - Yeah. Of course. - When you really love someone,
you want them to be happy and you let them go.
- Are you happy with our
current relationship? - Are you happy? - In some ways, yeah. - Good, then yes. - I was, yeah. - No, no I'm not.
I think it may have, in
part, to do with the video but I'm 100 percent certain
that it has a lot more to do with something else. I'm grateful to that person. As much as I want to hate her
so that I can just move on... (Sighs) You can't.
You can't regret it. It's done..
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